I am moving away to where I'm from and have loads of friends and support there so in a month I'll be surrounded by lots of people that I love, so I can get out and about a lot more and GAL!ive already started that the best I can here but it is pretty difficult with nobody around me..

I've stopped being so down about my health actually and am
Just getting on with it, I don't moan at him or anyone about it any more , I don't talk to him at all about anything apart from the kids. I've realised that right now I feel more positive than I did in the months when he was having an affair, I was panicky, down and worried a lot more than I am now

I totally get that he deserves to be happy. It just wouldn't hurt for him to apologise for all the pain he has caused


Me 35 H 38
Married 4 years together 13 years
Affair started sept 2015
BD 15th Nov 2015- husband left that night
son age 3 daughter age 1