Not much new to report. Anxiety is through the roof. Last couple days have been really bad. I went home sick from work yesterday from another issue, and yesterday and today has been bad. I just have the feeling of impending doom looming over me. IC is weird for me. I am still waiting to see what it is they "do" aside from listen to me complain. I know it is still early so I am keeping an open mind, but waiting for when the "work" starts. I go again on Monday, so we will see how that goes.
The W called this morning, and for the first time I wasn't wanting to hang on every word. I was friendly, but to the point and got off the phone. Every time she would call I would feel instant excitement and then let down after the call. Today it was just different. I am tired of it.
Me:34 W:33 R: 15 years M: 7 years W moved out: 11/21/15 BD: 11/20/15 - ILYBINILWY, PA once LRT: 12/14/15
