I'm gearing up to post again over on yours MB but I have to write on mine that XF kept texting me about all of my horrible traits and basically justifying his choice to tell me that he isn't interested in starting over with me.

I ignored all of it. But the last one hurt though it wasn't much different from all of the others. So I replied.

Me: you don't have to keep giving me reasons to back up your choice. Honestly it's fine...when I think about it I really have no interest in being with a man that clearly doesn't want to be with me. Please stop texting me.

him: I pay for your phone and I'll text you whenever I want to. You need to grow up! I wish you would put that mouth and those fingers to better use than breaking me down every day.

Me: wow. Great idea! I will. Thanks. Good night.

Him: listen to this song

Him: hello

Him: I know that I will answer one day for the wrong I have done. But you are not my judge and jury

Him: hello

Him: so now you're ignoring me. Grow up

Him: this is the sh!t I'm talking about. I have better things to do than deal with your B.S.

Tada! Crazy 2.0

I need to grow up from the man that makes major life decisions based on what his other head tells him.

And I have no excuse for replying to him. But it felt good in the moment.

Now? Not so much.