REALLY trying to detach...but GALing regardless!

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I am NOT a runner. My knees wouldn't hold up to that. But I do walk about 5.5 miles 3 or 4 times a week. Sometimes I go by his house, but not usually. Even if I did, he wouldn't see me because of where his windows are.

When I finished kissing him while he protested (even though he kissed me back!), I stood up and told him that I was going to leave because I didn't want to upset him. When I got to the door, I turned and told him that I was sorry, that I really didn't come over there to do that. He watched while I walked to the door, but then he just looked straight ahead and didn't look at me again.

I was being honest with him. I really did NOT go over there to do ANY of that. OMG, I really didn't!

Now I will stay away, don't know for how long. He won't call. His OW will still come over and he will still go see her. And, I will try to come up with the next stupid thing I can do. I really need help!