Well. I feel like I just fell backwards in dbing. I really felt like I was doing well limiting contact to the kids. I had to talk to her tonight about finances because we agreed that she would be coving half of the owing on bills when she left. It's on a signed document. It started out with her getting mad at me for her not having money. Because she started her jobs in between pay periods and I have to have the boys every weekend. I stopped her and asked. Are you really angry at me for wanting the boys on weekends and you blame me and that reason for money being tight? She said no. I'm not mad at you its just been a long week and I'm tired. That's where I feel like I took steps back. From there she went on for 5-6 minutes about work and how her boss is a idiot. And I listened to it all. Validated. And she kept going. It was weird to me because she hasn't told me about her day or week in months. So I feel like I slipped by talking to her, and what's worse is I didn't get to end the convo on my terms. She was talking and said oh crap. I gotta go. Alight bye.
Maybe some of you will see this as not a big deal. It just goes against the lack of contact I have been trying to have. And her spewing how she's doing to me was nice to a point. It's nothing to read into at all I don't think. Just feel used right now
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
