Today so far has been another uneventful and good day.

Except for a few minutes where W popped into my head. I thought about holding her and I had a bad feeling deep in my stomach. The kind of feeling where you know your not going to experience that again. It was really tough to get through.

I was able to think of my kids and good memories to get past the sick feeling. The thought of her still clouds my mind right now.
Hoping this can pass because right now I miss her alot

The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.