WW, My Addiction, Patience, and HOPE Part II

[G8r]

Trumpet, thank you for sharing that. I live in a no fault state as well and all it might help with is having her pay L fees and it prevents her from alimony (but I dont have to worry about that). Initially I was leaning towards including adultery, but it makes less and less sense. I think I wanted to include it because I was angry and hurt and I tend to lash out in those situations. I've been praying for help as well as the strength and wisdom to let my WW go as well as for help forgiving her (won't tell her that though, lol). I don't want that burden.

Hearing you and others talk about your faith has been inspirational. I've returned to the church but I still don't know what faith feels like. I tell myself that I believe and I think I feel like I believe but sometimes I wish I could pinpoint some feeling and say, yep, I truly believe. It's not like I have doubts, it's just that I expect some type of feeling. Maybe I've just shut off all feeling for so long that it's there but I just don't recognize it.

Thank you!!!