The first two months after BD I REALLY faked the happy when I thought I needed to. Otherwise, it was full crisis mode.
I can now be at home, with wife, and show real happiness that is coming from within. I have learned a great deal in making sure I'm happy. Every day seems to be an adventure right now.
M46, EXWW46 M15 T17 D20, S19, D13 M - Addiction since 1998 W EA/PA #1 2013/2014 W EA #2 June 2015... BD 1 Big D talk 9/15 BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15 Served D 1/22/16 Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)
