I had to leave work...I couldn't pull myself away from the sadness and I was freezing. Turns out I'm running a fever as well. I'm home to wait for the papers to be served. Just a few hours from now. I don't want it. Any of it. The house, his financial support...anything. I just want him to know I will be different...I am different.
I just want him to put his arms around me, rub his scruffy face on mine, smell his smell. He was my comfort...and at one point I was his too. This is unbearable.
M-51 H-54 2D-27 and 25 M-26 yrs Bombshell and IHS 7-29-15 He moved out 10-3-15 D filed 1-27-16 D final 10-27-16
