Those who have gone thru this can probably feel my angst coming thru the computer.
Yes indeed. The angst has become a common theme in your thread. Read up on The Stockdale Paradox. Perhaps you will find it to be helpful.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa