I feel for you, it's awful. I don't want to give up either. He was kissing me 2 wow ago! But it's only hurting me cuz he is happy with his ow. Is he with anyone?
T-20 yrs M- 7yrs Me-46 XH- 44 S15, S21 1yr separation and divorce, my decision-07 1yr separation, my decision-2012 His PA started Aug 2016 I moved out Sept/16 He's been with OW ever since