Hanging in there with hope

[Tamjakr]

Well after texting and speaking to my x last nt and this morning it sounds like he is gone for good. He doesn't want to get back together. He said he will always love me and care about me but that's it. It's horrible but I guess I have to drop the rope and move on. I'm devastated but it's out of my control. These past months have been awful and my days don't seem to be getting any better no matter how hard I try.