Hi MB

Thanks for the words of encouragement! It feels totally dead in the water to be honest for our marriage as he really doesn't seem interested in me at all but I'm continuing to GAL and to be honest it's making ME feel much better even if he hasn't noticed!
I think he does notice what I'm like- one morning I felt him looking me up and down, like eyeing me up! I've lost a lot of weight recently (in sure you all have!) so I actually feel pretty good about the way I look so that makes me feel confident- I registered for an online dating site (no intention of actually going on a date!) but it's just nice to get a bit of attention from
Other men to know I'm not totally unattractive! It makes me feel horrible that he left me for someone so much younger than me 😭 But actually in another way it gives me hope that their relationship is not "real" if he'd left me
For someone out age etc it would have been more probable that he was actually in love and not in some stupid infatuation!

Sorry rant over 😁😁


Me 35 H 38
Married 4 years together 13 years
Affair started sept 2015
BD 15th Nov 2015- husband left that night
son age 3 daughter age 1