Thanks guys for giving me a well needed push. It is too easy sit navel gazing and wallowing in self pity. The next few days I should be fairly busy and I've decided to keep strong and continue with the NC and GAL. Tomorrow evening I'm going to a meeting with time for questions afterwards so have to think of something intelligent to ask! I know it is time to stop be scared of the future and worrying about things which may or may not happen. It's time to deal with the present, things I can change and make better for myself. When I make an effort to enjoy my work or home life I generally do feel better so why dwell on the things which make me unhappy and I can't change?
