Lonely Hearts Club V

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I'm sorry that your feeling so gloomy Shotgun. I've been struggling the last several days with loneliness and despair. And, like you, have been less than motivated. Not sure exactly how to fix it, but I guess I'm going to have to increase my fake it till you make it efforts. I've barely even left the house since Saturday night when I saw her vehicle parked in H's driveway. Just can't seem to shake it. I'm thinking when I get off of here tonight I'm going to look up what classes are offered at the gym, and what times. Maybe I can take up an aerobics or Zumba class. Hey, that's it Shotgun, you should take up a Zumba class! Maybe you'll even meet some hot women in there.

Your friends can't understand why you're not to ready to date? Heck, my friends can't understand why I haven't already divorced him and moved on. They just don't get it. You will date when you feel like you're ready. Eventually, you will want to connect with someone else and you deserve to be able to do that. You have so much to offer to the right person.

We will all be saying prayers for you that you stay healthy and that your scans are okay next month. Keep us posted on that.