The Start of my Happiness 2

[Tyler12]

Thank you Mona. I'm not sure if it fear or habit. Both of I think about it. And both need to be put aside. Your right. What I have some in t he past didn't work obviously and should I care if she is mad? No. How is that going to effect me? It won't.
On a similar note. My wish has come true. It's been over 24 hours since she last contacted me. Or any contact whatsoever. Nothing at all today. And it was nice. Other than a part of me was waiting for that text that would end the streak. Tomorrow won't be as bad.
It is kind of weird not having any contact for a whole day tho. First time in 5 years.
And this brings up a question. Is it considered against what I am doing to ask to talk to the boys? I don't feel like it is if I were to text I would like to talk to the boys I'll call in 5. I understand I am not talking to her but I am not depriving myself of the boys or them of me because of this. It does not fit my goal of being the best dad I can be.