It's all blowing up

[rich4j]

Kind words otw

I cant change the sitch so I have to deal with it and make the best of it.

I really have gotten over the personal stuff that will come from the D in the embarrassment of telling friends, family co-workers etc....finances , life upheaval and just focused on my D

We really don't know the impact until the kids are older and all the research I have read is not positive on D but its up to me on trying to make it as best a situation as possible for her

Its a sadness that is buried in my gut daily....I have to move past it eventually but I don't let her see me not smile For those with multiple children, I really feel for you all! ugh....scotch please.