Im sorry for your pain Grief was explained to me by a pastor of waves of sadness it comes and washes over you then in time in comes less and less Embrace it-feel the sadness cry and let it pass.. please make sure you eat and rest and sleep and take care of yourself it will pass and through the pain you will accept and finally let go it may take like 18 months to grief a loss this big..but with every passing month and day it will get lighter(((((HUGS))))
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