Thanks for your support! It's bloody hard isn't it?? I really feel like the 180 is a god send in keeping me sane and disengaged from all the drama and sadness about the affair, but it is breaking my heart feeling so detached from the man I love! He sent my friend a message telling her that we haven't been happy for years! Honestly that is the First I've heard of it so either he was lying to me constantly on that time pretending to be happy or he's lying to himself now and I know it's the second option, it just hurts so much to know he's telling people this stuff!
Do you just think I carry on then behaving happy and getting on with my life? I don't see how o can do anything else..
Me 35 H 38 Married 4 years together 13 years Affair started sept 2015 BD 15th Nov 2015- husband left that night son age 3 daughter age 1
