I am out in garage while kids are playing and I am cleaning out the garage. I am just going round and round in my head right now.

I am thinking about what she is doing too much! I want to let go, I want to tell myself she is gone.

I have been doing a lot for myself and kids. I enjoy my time with them and when I am gal but what am I missing?

Why every so often she gets me going again?

I hear about success stories and I think it keeps me hanging on. It truly doesn't let me detach.

What am I doing wrong?


M 37
W 34

T 12
M 8
D 7
S 4

Need break 4/12/15
W no ring 7/7/15

Separate room 4/12/15
Separate living suggested 8/15
W moved out 11/1/15