Remember, Grace is always there. He gives it freely.
If you truly feel grace, you will follow Him, and do what he says. You will flee from sin. 2 Tim 2:22
Your husband is sick. His Old Adam has taken over. A sick doctor is in no position to fix patients. Let what he says roll off your back like water on a duck.
Trust that professionals and those who care about you will see what is happening. They will. Open up a bit with them. Expand your circle of influence. You can do this.
M46, EXWW46 M15 T17 D20, S19, D13 M - Addiction since 1998 W EA/PA #1 2013/2014 W EA #2 June 2015... BD 1 Big D talk 9/15 BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15 Served D 1/22/16 Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)