I'm totally playing devil's advocate here, but are you close to his mother? Is there a reason for you to go outside of your role as his partner? I know the fact it's the possible death of your children's grandmother makes things dicy... But I'm just thinking about how he is doing all this awful stuff to you, yet you are being expected to show up for the family emergency, support him, and play "wife" like nothing is wrong. He fired you as his F. He is sleeping with other women...but you still have to go help pick up the broken pieces for him and his family?
If it weren't for the fact it's your children's grandmother, I would say leave him to deal with the consequences of a life without you... But I know things are complicated.
Such a tough situation...
It is Anna. And if it were anyone else he would have to figure it out without me. But she and I do get along. And it may be (Prayerfully not) the last time that the kids get to see her. And my family is there as well. So I will be able to see them too. Which I really need.
Plus his mom shouldn't suffer because he is a big cheating liar.
Funny you said that about showing him what life without me would be like. He told his sister how much he misses me and us and our family. How he hates going home to an empty house. He misses seeing my face when he walks in and smelling my cooking and my smile.
And that is with me messing everything up BIG time. Besides dealing with this trip and his mom. He will get more of that loneliness. I'm sick of it. Sick of him.
Like I said. Right now. I want 1 of 2 things. For him to be honest or for him to leave me alone. Maybe he had a one night stand and regretted it...maybe he had a few one night stands... Maybe he met someone and is again in a full blown A. No idea. Why? Because he is never honest. There has to be more to life than this.
He is confused that I have not text him or called him about last night. And I have no intention on doing it either. He and I both know there is only one reason that the condoms are missing.
