Apparently I can't type today! That was supposed to say I am very sorry to hear about his mother.
I looked up the poem. I screen shot it but I am also going to write it down. Thank you.
And thanks, I am really upset and saddened by the news. He is too. She has 12 grand children. Its surreal.
And I am not unblocking his calls. For my own sanity. He has tried deflecting by saying he can not believe I went through his things. Or that I counted condoms. He has lied. "The condoms have to be here somewhere, maybe I moved them but I swear honey I have not cheated" tried the love card "i love you and I want to be with you but you can't trust me and I'm not even doing anything wrong". It's just too much right now.
His mom is sick. My daughter is not feeling well though shes better because I gave her advil. I love him, or who I thought (hoped?) he was. But at this point he is clearly incapable of fidelity or honesty. And as Anna said. I need away from his crazy.
Thanks MB. Can I just say yet again how I wish we could exchange information. Even just emails. You guys get me through. And for that, I am so thankful
