WW, My Addiction, Patience, and HOPE Part II

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After riding the rollercoaster yesterday, I came home grumpy.
Wasn't the projection I wanted to portray, but I was tired, and it was snowing, so I had some white-knuckle driving under my belt with kids in the car.

Wife is still expecting me to just be peachy when I'm around her. She did me a favor, right? No divorce, I should be just jumping through hoops for the family and for her now.

After a little heart-to-heart last night, and expressing my displeasure at her lack of writing a NC letter, telling him it's over, etc, she started to understand she has more work that she thought, or at least now knows that while she's forgiven, the hurt is still very much there. I just choose when to let it out.

She did give me reassurances this morning before heading to work that nothing has changed - the affair is over, and she wants to work on us.

She had lots on her mind this morning for work. Shareholding meetings, she's an administrator, so she's involved in the meetings, and some big decisions coming down the pike.

Still meeting with another attorney tonight - I want to have my ducks in a row, in case this goes south again.