Nobody Can Drag Me Down

[Georgiabelle]

Thanks so much Cali, Job, and G8r. I do miss my fur boy and I know that is was the right thing.

Two people I am acquainted with have lost children in the last week-one to suicide and the other to a chronic illness. Very sad situations. Everyone's feelings are theirs, although it does put into perspective when some people think "everything is awful." We really don't know what tomorrow brings.

X Mr.GB is moving in with his girlfriend and girl is ready for a ring. While I can honestly say this doesn't make me sad or jealous, it IS weird. I supposed because I thought I would be with him forever. I think the only thing I grapple with (and everyone can call me whatever for thinking this) is how is x Mr. GB suddenly staying employed? He was fired at least 3 times when we were married. Was it because he knew I would pick up the slack or "catch his fall"? I know some of this never makes sense but he complained that I emasculated him and wasn't supportive. I supported all of his ideas but he always threw in the towel. Was he really so unhappy that he couldn't keep a job? I would think that was an escape? Argh. Ignore me. That is the only piece I struggle with as I would love to have had additional help when we were married. Oh well. That's in the past. Perhaps by living with GF payments will be complete and on time.

Thanks everyone.