I truly enjoyed reading your post about pool and enjoying the whole journey. You always did come across as only enjoying things when you are the best at them, then hammering yourself when you weren't. I actually grew up as an average joe. I was very average growing up and often didn't even try things I might enjoy for fear of not being good enough or even the best. I truly regret regret that and feel like I missed out on some fun experiences. We should always try our best, but beating ourselves up if feel we didn't do the best just isn't worth the damage that it does to your psyche. Just have a good time, enjoy life, as it is quite short.
