dday, rebooted

[dday]

I am not a fan of dreams lately. Last night, I had one that XW and her family were at my grandparents house... The one I spent my summers in. And they kicked me out. And for whatever reason, naked.

I'm sure there is symbolism of loosing everything and being vulnerable. I do feel as if large chunks of my life have been a lie.

I signed off on her vehicle yesterday. Really felt nothing. I am glad that she cut and colored her hair now, because she doesn't really look like the woman I knew. I think it is helping me to realize that she isn't the woman I knew. The visual aid helps!

Hope everyone is well in DB land today!