Hit the books for 2 1/2 hours tonight. My brain is fried. I took a break mid way and made some of my favourite cookies. Then back at it. Down side is W started texting me as soon as I was done school today. Did S3 toque get sent back? I replied I put it in his bag. And she made some comment about having a rough day and I just ignored it. I was driving. Then txting while I was studying. Could you look for my eye prescription. It's xxxx. So I looked. Not there. And she gets pissed. I know it's there. Whatever I'll get a new one. I replied. Look. It is not where you said. So unless there is somewhere else you put it. I have a test tomorrow I don't feel ready for. Have a good night. There was no sorry or anything. Just that she must have tossed it and good luck on the test. I don't even care about the interaction. I just want a day that there is nothing from her. Not a word. I can't avoid it tho as she always opens with a question about the boys. How hard would it have been for her to look in the bags when she got home last night or before she dropped them off at day care today? Why didn't she take things like an eye prescription with her? FYI she broke her glasses 2nd day in her new job. Part of me wants her to talk to me sometimes but a growing part wants a day. For myself. No stress from her. No bs. And I want to just shut my phone off and let it be. But with 4 kids in 2 different areas I need to be available if something happens.
On a happy note D12 texted me today asking for my mailing address. Bothered me a little she didn't know it. But I think she is sending me a letter. She wouldn't tell me. Haha. It made me smile and look forward to getting the mail more than when DR was coming. I need to sleep. Important test tomorrow and I should rest. Just wanted to update my day a bit.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
