It's all blowing up

[rich4j]

So STBX was bossy, mean and downright a bully after I got home from work. My D was upstairs getting ready for bed as she went on about how I need to get out of the house as she can't take this anymore.

I listened, explained I was not leaving and that we should keep our space from each other and let the lawyers initially figure out what we can do (we just both got L's). Not an easy house situation but I have read others here that have done this dance

She said over and over I wish you had listened months ago and moved out as asked and maybe we wouldn't be in this spot. I can't go back in the time machine anyway but perhaps if I did and discovered DB'ing things could be different. But that really is the past....not sure she wouldn't have filed anyway

This board is very much my crutch right now besides 2 other closies to me that I have trusted with what is going on (1 being my bro).

Not sulking, not wheeping, not really caring....just going about my business, loving my dogs, myself and D. Thanks for all the advice over the last day or so...it is so valuable and keeping me going.