Now. A more important thing than what I have been doing to change is the self reflection on WHY I need to change and where did the habits/behaviour that got me into this situation come from. The root of the issues I am still working on although I have a good idea and will delve into that with IC. And part of it is definitely my father and mothers relationship. But like I said. That's something I am going to work on myself right now.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
