"Im just a bit confused right now need to get some direction in my life."

Talking to other women to get an ego stroke is not the way to get "direction".

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER