Return or My WW - Staying Stong!

[Strngr!]

So what is your goal in talking to these women?
What is your goal overall?

Do you think talking to these other women is getting you closer to your goal of reconciling with W?

Also, do these other women think that you are an available male? Are you?

Im not sure what my goal talking to other women. Maybe my brain is moving further and further away from wanting to or beleiving that i can work things out with the WW. I guess maybe im trying to see how the playing feild looks. Im not 100% sure.

I think my goal is still reconsiliation but im having my doubts these days and losing hope.

Talking to the other women has made me realize that there are certain attributes my WW has that i will have a tough time finding in other woman. However at the same time its made me realize there are certain atributes i need my wife to have that would be very easy to find elsewhere.

I have been honest with any of the women i chatted with about my situation. I suppose im not availible but my wife did tell me one time she wouldnt blame me if i was to start seeing another gal.

Im just a bit confused right now need to get some direction in my life.