It's natural...when I hit the road and I am at work..things are good. I don't feel bad and don't think about things....
I get home (we are living together still until the D is put thru or "things change" which I have zero thoughts around anymore...) and see the daughter, dogs and W and get bummed of the life that we are supposed to have or had...
It's hard. You want to reach out, you want to touch, you want to be back where things were but its changed. I am not sure how things turn out as we don't have a crystal ball but maybe "time" helps your sitch
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....
