It did feel good to put things away. And move more of her stuff out. Still working on a couple things tho. I put the box of stuff in her trunk and was expecting her to say something when she u packed it. Like thanks or why or anything. And I was a bit frustrated she didn't. The. I realized. I shouldn't and don't care. Also I drive a bit further to drop off the boys than she did as she worked late. She did the same Friday and I said thanks for that. She didn't thank me. I still do things expecting responses from people
Doing things for people shouldn't always have strings attached. I feel good I returned the favour. That's enough. Do I need to know I did a good thing giving her a box of stuff? No. It felt good to me. That's enough.
As for the eye contact it's something I have to work in not just with W but life in general. I have always noticed I have trouble keeping eye contact. It makes me uncomfortable. At the same time it makes me feel the person may not trust what I am saying and that bothers me too. Something I need to work on is all. For today tho my focus is on school and studying tonight. I have an important test tomorrow and I am going to rock it!
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
