W came to my room this morning before leaving for work at 6:20
She said she hoped we could still do things together (after D) and she knows I have said we will not but she hopes so like last evening Sunday dinner.
She asked me not to reply but to think about it.
She said I hope you don't hate me , I said I will never hate you.
She said I will probably get the letter on Thursday (when I am back from working away) and she said I would probably be mad, angry and hate her. She said she was sorry but they are always written this way.
She wished me a good trip and asked if I would ring to speak to the boys and she guessed I would probably not want to speak to her. I said I would ring and left it like that.
Nothing of note except her guilt coming to the fore and her wish to be friends.
I am pretty well detached and I think she feels it a bit, all yesterday she kept looking over at me , almost staring, as I got on with what I was doing. I was on my phone a lot and she kept trying to see the screen, I kept it away from here gaze more so than ever before, being mysterious.
I am detached and I will GAL for the next three nights and try not to think of W.
Me49 W45 T15 M13 S11 S8 BD 11/15/11 & 3/27/12 Moved out 4/9/12 Moved back 4/23/12 W working on US 5/20/12 Now Piecing! May-Oct14 drifting Dec 14 W agrees to more QT BD Oct15 ILYBINILWY W filed 1/25/16
