More and more, and less and less...

[JulieH]

Zues,

Those are very uncomfortable feelings to own up to, let alone share. They resonated with me. Sometimes I wonder if perhaps husband and I married, simply because there was no real reason to break it off. We both looked good on paper. Sometimes I wonder if I sabatoged this and in a sense was really the walkaway.

Or Perhaps we all feel like this at times, but have trouble admitting it to ourselves or to anyone. People are pretty awful at the core and In a marriage we are exposed to each other's worst qualities.. so bad feelings are bound to happen, no? MarriAges don't really entail that selfless love, like the kind we have for our kids, so I think these feelings you expressed are inevitable at some point.