New goal for myself. When talking in person with W I have to stop avoiding eye contact. I don't feel like I intentionally doing it. After meeting for the boys I was thinking over the interaction. I was happy and not overly talkative. All talk was about the boys. I can't picture what she looked like in my head. Not what she was wearing. I couldn't even tell you 100% if she was wearing a hat or not. The lack of eye contact may have went unnoticed. But I doubt it. And I feel it was weak of me not to look at her. I can't think of why tho, I don't know if it was nerves or if I am scared to, I can't expect respect fr people if can't show self confidence and self respect by looking at them when I talk tho. So new goal is to work on maintaining eye contact during convo. With anyone
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
