Very interesting, Zues. Thanks for sharing it all. I can see how resentful you might be toward W, and society, after struggling with those questions. Maybe resentful isn't the right word, disappointed fits better. You went through this stage of questioning what it means to stay, what it means to leave, what was the right action. Working through what each really meant for you before finally making the decision that you were all in to making this M work. Only to have W throw it away. You tried to do everything right and in the end it still ended in D.
I'm sorry, I know how much you wanted that connection and M with only her. Just the chance to make it work, no matter how long it took. It just required two people who were willing to do anything. You have said many times you wanted a M with one partner for life and are disappointing society doesn't see it that way. I feel the same. I'm disappointed in how M turns out for the majority also. One M, one partner, I feel that's the way it should be but maybe this isn't how most people see it. It sure isn't how it usually happens.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
