As the title says, i thought i was on path to feeling better and then I have some bad days sprinkled back in.
I mentioned a few days ago that I believe W has taken kids around what i believe to be some sort of relationship she is having. I could be completely wrong but there are too many signs saying otherwise. I have decided to let this go for now until more develops.
I have been on as much NC as possible with kids. It was helping a ton until my recent instance with the kids. This has me thinking a lot the past few days.
She has also found her way into my dreams for 4 nights in a row. some bad, some great and some just her there.
I have been doing good on my own and been staying busy. Kids and i are always doing fun stuff.
I do have a hard time as the need some reprimanding and when i do i feel bad as I am not taking into consideration what they are going through. Just trying to balance that out in a correct manner.
i think that will get anyone who needs up to speed. Lets see how this time with a new thread goes!
M 37 W 34
T 12 M 8 D 7 S 4
Need break 4/12/15 W no ring 7/7/15
Separate room 4/12/15 Separate living suggested 8/15 W moved out 11/1/15
