Rollercoaster at rest: now what?

[Rain75]

It seems a lot of us are down today. I just want to cry and cry. I can't believe this all has happened. I want to have hope for a reconciliation, but the days and hours just drag by. On Friday my boss gave me a stern warning about crying at work. Sometimes it just seems hopeless. If I lose my job I don't know what I'll do.

I used to have a full and busy life and now I'm just a mess.

I have to remember: the affair can't last if she already has "major concerns". We had such a sweet and tender relationship and we loved each other deeply. We will get another chance. I have to believe these things or I don't know how to keep getting up every morning and trying. And I have to keep getting better. I have to.

Sorry NYG...and it can't help that your boss had that talk with you. But you are getting better. You've gone out multiple times and have had moments of genuine fun. This crap is hard. We cry, we fall. But at least we're trying.

Think of those poor souls having this happen to them without ever having found Divorce Remedy, MWD and this BB.....they have no hope, no plan and no one that knows exactly what theyre feeling and going through. We at least have those things. We all have eachother:)

I hope today is a better day for you.

Rain