Oh what lovely people, thank you Foggy, Zues , Julie and Lady V thank you so very much for your posts, and investment in me. U-turn, Grlonfr and Mu thanks for checking in on me.
My head is spinning a bit, from the amazing posts you have made. I am attempting to sift through and find myself in what you have written and attempting to gain insight where I can. I feel shift happening incrementally. I feel like I am learning a new language and my brain and tongue gets a bit twisted in trying to 1. Make sense of it and 2. Get my head around the action.
Please forgive me for not responding individually I just need a little more time to process. On top though I think learning to let go of idealism and perfectionism is my lesson . I obviously expect it in myself, and see how I expect in others, in every facet of my life. I am a work in progress and I guess I will get there when I get there. Likely I will be human like everyone else and get there on my death bed. LOL.
It is an extraordinary experience to feel so loved and cared for. You all share a special place in my heart.
