Thanks Bttrfly, I will definitely put some thought into that. I tend to be on the insecure side so may be a pattern within me. I have only had two serious boyfriends before H, so I will think about how I was with them.
Had a fun day yesterday. Went on long walk with friend last night, then to dinner with her and her hubby. They were the ones over for the stove install. They mentioned, having not seen H in a year, how much older he looked. Her hubby got a little upset, said H does not look good, shook his head, then said he didn't want to talk about it. I assured him it's ok to be a worried, that I am too, all we can do is be here for him.
Made me think about how sad it is that our MLC'ers have their loving and caring family and friends right in front of them, yet remain stuck in such an unhappy place.
Oh, and friends are also close with "sleep over" friend, who is still in jail. Apparently he wrote them a letter and mentioned in it to tell me he loves me. Now, I know it sounds weird, remember, we have been friends for 25 years and we all always tell each other love you. I think he is feeling bad about how he reacted to me telling him to stop texting things that can be taken in the wrong way. I am sure I will get his apology once he is out in March.
Going for another walk this morning, having a chat with my aunt, then time for S to come home. We are about 30 minutes from the beach, I thought it might be fun to see the crazy surf going on from the storms. We'll see how the day goes.
Happy Sunday to you all!
Me 48 H 46 S 11 M 2004 BD 8/13 H moved out 2/15 -live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-