Originally Posted By: Rouky
Hi MB, I understand you not having a good night. What have done to lift your mood? I always have books by my side (obviously not romantic or self help) and when I'm feeling down I'll read them. That will take your mind of things.

Are you going out today? Is there something that you can watch on tv? Why don't you write down yous feelings and then burn it!?

You are not alone here,
Take care


Hi Rouky. I haven't really done anything. Waited for D to go to bed, then sat here and just let the tears flow. Everyone I know is asleep, and they don't want to hear it anyway. So, I reached out to you guys. My friends. That's all I've done to lift my mood.

No, not going out today. If I ever go to sleep, I will sleep as long as I can. I have to work tonight. I hope I feel better by then or it makes it really hard to concentrate on what I'm doing. Of course, right now it's just hard to even read what I'm typing through the tears. So tired of feeling this way. I have felt pain long enough. Time to feel something other than that.


M:45 H:48
M:11
No kids
BD:Sept'15
EA:Confirmed 1wk later
PA: Oct'15
12 '15 2 wk R
Just kidding, H wants NC
12 '15 H back w/OW
4 '15 R &still working on it