REALLY trying to detach...but GALing regardless!

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Lay it on me Chickadee. I'm here we can chat for as long as you need.

Thanks JB. I appreciate you being here. I know I'm not any different than everyone else on here. We all hurt. We all do stupid things. We all want/wanted our marriages back. We all cry. I just feel so alone tonight. I want so bad to just go sit over there in his driveway until they wake up and come out of the house. But then what? Not like seeing me would change anything. Him knowing that I know she's there won't make her leave or him change his mind. I'm just having such a terribly hard time tonight with the feeling of helplessness that I have right now. I know that there's nothing that I can do, but don't feel like I can just sit here and do nothing. But that's all I have. And, just to make it so much better, my head is pounding with pressure and my eyelids will probably be swollen for days. UGH! Such a crybaby!