My dogs are even too tired to snuggle. They are both snoring on the floor by my bed. And I couldn't get the DVD to play on my laptop, and since I don't have a TV here... I'm outta luck. Darn. Why won't the darn thing play??
Not a good night.
I'm so tired of this panicky feeling in my chest. This time of my life can't be over quick enough. I am so miserable. I just want some relief. But it never comes. It's so bizarre to not be able to pick up the phone and hear W's voice and have her say goodnight, honey. Oh boy, here come the tears. I'm so sick of this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I started reading the Lost Art of Listening. I think it will be a good book. Thanks, Wonka, for the suggestion.
11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker Reconciling since late April 2016 Don't give up until it's time, then move on Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat
