dday, rebooted

[dday]

Thanks tl2, I just sometimes wonder if I did things differently, if it may help.

Very weird. I have, after ic with the priest, came to terms with letting go of her. In less than a week, I went from obsessed about r to I'm not sure I want that right now. I haven't been thinking on it, it just surfaced today. I think it is actually a self worth thing. I am a good person, stable, employed and attractive. If xw would rather blow up our family and our kids future, then the "new" her is not someone that I want to share my life with. Her Mlc is being noticed by many other people, and they are commenting to me about it.

Last night, went to ballgame. Went to see S9 at his slumber party thing, didn't really even speak to xw. Left there and went to a buddy's. Ended up sleeping on his couch after drinking and playing cards until 4am. It was fun. Haven't laughed so much in a long time. And, there were 2 single ladies there that I talked to. (No, not pursuing anything.) Just nice to chat with a pretty girl that has no clue of my sitch, and no preconceived ideas about me. Today, I have been very lazy. Tomorrow, I am going to go put flooring down with my friend, I think.