Hanging in there with hope

[rich4j]

Actually my biggest fear is that he is gone forever and won't want to come back. I do not want to start over at 46 yrs old.

Tamjakr-I saw this above about starting over at age 46. I am a few years older at 49, and like you, I don't want to start over either. It's a big fear

BUT...there are plenty of great people out there and it will stink for a while but don't let that fear cloud what you are thinking.....