It's all blowing up

[rich4j]

thanks Sandi...already working with a L

Today was one of the hardest days so far in this horrible journey.

We are friends with about 4-5 couples in the neighborhood who all have kids my daughters age. They ended up all coming over our house including parents after a snowy day for drinks/food.

My daughter was in heaven playing with everyone and we all sat around and drank and had some fun.

All I could think about was me vacating the house and my WAW staying, wooping it up with the neighbords and continuing with the life I dreamed of without me.

And that my daughter, if I have to eventually move, will not like staying with me as this is the fun neighborhood where she lives now with us.

Really tough...