The Start of my Happiness 2

[Enigma]

Knowing this early stage all too well unfortunately, I would expect you will cycle between good and bad days for a while to come. On the bad days, try thinking of things in your life you are greatful and happy for. One or two things and focus on that.

Missing and thinking of your W is normal. Man I still do that off and on and she left end of Sep.

Also, sounds like you've learned from your early set backs and no point reflecting on them as they keep your mind in state of paralysis of that moment. Most of us made mistakes early on ( I know I did big time!) but you pick yourself up, learn and grow where you need to and move forward.

Do your best to stay out of her head and what she's thinking, doing, etc. it will keep you down when as you know focus is on you and your boys. Keep positive as you can and expect the good and bad days.