Thurs evening WW texts that S2 was sick at school and asked to drop him off at my place Friday morning. I replied " poor little guy. Yes drop him off in morning and will take care of him. "
Was my weekend with him anyway so is why she dropped him off as agreed. Well Friday morning rolls around and she drops him off. First thing smiled when saw S2 and he was happy to see me with excitement. Lifts my heart and spirit every time I'm with him. WW looked in rough shape. Not well at all. I didn't say anything about that just focused on S2 and kept the conversation short. She said she forgot his school bag so would return Sunday evening to drop off. I said that's fine ( no choice really ).
After exchange was done I couldn't get how bad she looked out of my mind. I more feel for her as she navigates her own life. But it's her own choices she made freely. It probably means nothing and may have just been an off day for her. But I've never seen her look that bad. Just an observation as in my eyes she's changed physically and becoming less attractive to me.
Oh well will enjoy remainder of weekend with S2 and plan is to keep Sunday drop off short, light and pleasant as possible. I've seen WW more this past week than last three months!
I know I shouldn't read into anything and continue focusing on my path.
M: 33 W: 30 T: 14 M: 9 S2 BD: May/2015 (w moves into spare bedroom one week later) EA / PA (discovered): June/2015 W moves out (living with OM): Sep/2015
